Not coming back?
January 3rd, 2010Small Z likes to know what is going on.
I pushed her little 23 month old mind a bit by
saying that “Mama has a Mama!”
Quizzical look…
I keep going. “Mamas Mama is Nana”.
Nope… too weird.
OK.
“Dada had a Mama”, “Her name was Fayette.”
“Fayette?”
“Yep, (swells with pride) Fayette”
“Fayette?”
“Yes. Dada had a Mama called Fayette”
“She’s not coming back?”
Huh???
What am I meant to say about this? Z is smart and wired but very little.
I blurt out… “That’s right”
My head swimming with ideas of being ‘honest’ with my kid.
A non committal couple of words. I mean anything can be “that’s right” right?
Z says again, “Fayette is not coming back?”
“That’s right Darlin’, Dadas Mama is not coming back”
She quickly changes the subject. Sings something.
I Freeze.
What have I done?

























